lonely and sad

For some reasons I am feeling lonely and sad today and I really hate when I feel this way because theres nothing that can entertain me and I always seeks for my MANS attention. Though I am glad coz his there for me but I know this is not healthy. Oh well, this might be a PMS hahaha! Anyhow, I should look for a replacement to the utility knives that I borrowed from my father coz I’m really going to be scolded when he finds out that I lost his utility knives. Now my task is to find exactly the same knives he had so he wont notice..but My problem is I don’t really have any idea where to find one that wont cost a fortune. Ha! now I’m freaking out!!!